First, I just want to say a huge thank you. I am totally overwhelmed by all your good thoughts, prayers, and words for me and my family. Seriously. You all know how to make someone feel pretty good:)
My biopsy came back yesterday and the final diagnosis for what has been ailing me is this –
Idiopathic Nephrotic Syndrome – Minimal Change Disease.
It's a diagnosis given for the kidneys.
It is perhaps the most random diagnosis I could have ever received. When my doctor called me last week and said I needed to be admitted to the hospital for what appeared to be a kidney disorder, I thought, "What? Do you have the right person? How could this have happened?"
And you know what? They don't know.
The doctors believe they will never figure out what caused this. It's one of those totally random things that they think I developed from an infection/cold I might have gotten from the kids, a bee sting or bite from something while I was gardening, or an allergic reaction to some cold medicines, a supersensitivity reaction to a drug etc. Really – totally random.
It will take the summer plus for me to feel better... :) But I will recover and no long lasting damage has been made to my kidneys. They will be doing a cat scan in a week or two to make sure I don't have Hodgkin's disease... (which is unlikely) but other than that, I should be on the road to recovery :)
Currently, I have severe body edema, feel tired, and have no appetite. Basically, I feel like crap, but not crappy enough to be sick in bed doing nothing. And such is my personality, that I can't just sit about... I truly like to be busy, have a project, or to do something. So I am working away on my tags. Yup. My tags. Remember those? My store will be up by next week. Seriously :) I've actually sold quite a bit of them to stores and companies already... and I'm really happy with the response I've received. I hope you will like them too. Be on the look out in the next few days as I'll be posting more and showing my stuff :)
My kids + Neal are doing surprising well. Taking it all in stride. My parents + family have been awesome. The upside of being sick... oooh all the beautiful flowers :) Neal sent me the most beautiful flowers from Winston's. (those of you in the Boston area know, nothing can compare) And my parent's gave me the most beautiful tangerine roses. Plus, my garden is just popping away with peonies! On Saturday when I came home from the hospital, my mum brought a roasted chicken over (which feed us for days and then Neal made homemade soup from it). Then on Wed we had dinner at their house. It really makes a world of difference having such a good support system. For that I am truly lucky.
I did miss the kid's graduation from school:( But Neal was able to video tape it for me. Camp doesn't happen till July so right now the kids are having fun with play dough, colouring, painting, and make forts in the living room. We might take them to see the new Disney movie this weekend. I've ordered lobsters for Father's Day for Neal. So we'll just take it easy and enjoy the summer time together :)
Again, thank you all for your concern... though I haven't, and may never meet many of you face to face, I am overwhelmed by your thoughtfulness and kindness :)